Sunday

I´m tired and in pain, last night we had a party, Elisa is away in Budapest today, but comes back tonight at 11, she´s been gone since friday.
Sometimes i miss her so much it actually hurts, even when she´s in the next room. I always wonder if she feels this way to, I don´t think she could.
Maybe it´s because I can never truly believe i got her, I may have change my lifestyle completely, but i still have a lot to learn.

Why am i looking forward to seeing her tonight so much?`
´t´s like i´ve been waiting all weekend just to see her again

Enough of that.

We´re going to the funfair later´, I met some cool people last night.

End

Thursday

wednesday

the job interview went well, i have a trial next tuesday at 5pm

we´re going to see v for vendetta again tonight, i really liked that film!
then we´re going to the fair

And we booked our flights to england today! YAY a holiday in england

that is all

sunday

mine´s the one on the right!

Meeting Elisa's brother went well and wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. Alcohol was a good factor.

We arrived home at Sunday night and I cooked a wicked stirfry. Elisa is a little ill at the moment and I'm being a little emotional and needy this is what you get for leting someone in but it's worth it.

I wanted to find a job and my surprisingly organized girlfriend acted as secretary by proxy and proceeded to send my CV and an excellent e-mail and reference to about 100 places in Vienna

I received my first phonecall at 5 pm today for an interview at 6 o'clock tomorrow although completely in German, this makes me shit myself but somebody believes in me

that is all

the end

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thursday

the dishwasher started to smoke last night (from the lock), theb it caught fire, i was trying to turn off the electricity to the kitchen whilst my girlfriend was about to throw water at it (i had to explain that water conducts electricity to her), i eventually ( when the electric was off) covered it in flour
i reckon that it took about 1 minute before it was a high flame, today i know for a fact i am lucky to be alive, had it not happened while we were awake and in the kitchen i would not be able to say that.

we still went out though

today i meet her brother, oh gawd

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wednesday

today we went www.excaliburcity.com, it was great!! We ate luch in a PLANE, it´s like a massive castle themed super cheap shopping centre in the czech republik, i bought fags.

Im getting nervous, i´ve never been unemployed before, i know it´s easy to find a job in this town but that doesn´t make a differnce, this is my first "holiday" since 2002 and i find it hard to relax without security.
It´s allright when im pissed though.

Elisa and i are getting on really well, this is a good thing, she´s just as touch feely as I am, i hope it lasts, i don´t want to lose her

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tuesday

sushi for lunch (6 50 all u can eat buffet) followed by a trip to the english cinema to see

V for VEndetta

fuck me that was AMAZING!!!! i seriously would recomend it to anyone,it´s one opf the bst films ive ever seen!
Cooked for the first time for elisa today, she loved it, she´s sleeping now

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Monday

I´m in the money
I´m in the money
etcetera.....

Well I´ve never had this much coin to play with before, it makes me quite nervous to be honest
I´m leaving for vienna soon, I´m shitting it to be honest but I´m sure it will be okay

The farewells were last night, why was the one in the kebab shop the most emotional??

How sad that they shall miss my business, but vi suppose my custom is a much coveted thing in this town
So goodbye zell am see, my home for three winters, i shall truly miss thee
x
the end

sunday

Most of the group were nice to me in some way except one, i even saw good humour in the "toilet roll ties", but the bald fucker that was violent to me the night before continued to stare at me evilly.

but i got him back!

I gave him a warm heineken, he complained aggreively, i went to the bar downstairs , got a cold one, pulled the lid off, gobbed in it quite graphically, put the top on and opened it in front of him.

he drank it

when i told lupo he was almost sick

I´m off tomorrow

that is all

saturday

Well last night turned out to be a great big bag of bollocks.

We had karaoke in the bar and that went well, the missus was ill so she went to bed early, somebody had covered one of the sofas in toilet roll, i was not amused, it turned out to be group of older viennese i fucking hate staying in the hotel with the students, i kindly requested a reason that they had done something so disgusting and immature when they were clearly in their mid to late thirties and they got silly, drunk and violent and uit ended badly, luckily i had hidden the cosh we keep in the bar for emergencies or it could have gone worse.
I served´them dinner today, they´ll never know if i spat in their drink or not, that´s the best part.

I didn´t

One day to go and I´ll be in vienna, tomorrow´s my last day in the hotel, it´s come quick, i hope vienna isn´t an anticlimax.
I´m scared and nervous, i don´t know what to expect and i´ve never been there before, all i have is Elisa and i hope all goes well.

bye

Friday

well, last night went better than most
I served them dinner, i waited around, i went to their "party apartment" and managed to be bored shitless by some people that work for a mobile phone company asking me where to go in london, DUH, Don´t.
I don´t think they liked me much, either it´s because i kept leaning on the light and turning it off, maybe because one of them called me "the guardian of the bin" and i ranted that i had waited all my life for that moment, but probably because they fancy my girlfriend.

Well it´s my ego masturbation and I´ll stick by it.

Opened the bar, got pissed when they all came, didn´t drink enough water and that´s why it feels like my head is stuck up my arsehole today, but last night a strange feeling of elation came upon me that all is not as bad as it may seem, it just makes me feel lonely seeing my woman and not being able to hold her, she kisses me goodnight and then has to sleep in another room because her friend has nobody else to share with, i don´t resent her for that but it does kill me a little, still, after this weekend I´ll never sleep
alone.

She´s pretending to be ill to this friend so she doesn´t have to ski, weird situation or what?

Enough of that, we´ve got karaoke in the bar tonight and i have to murder "time of our lives" with someone, I never actually know if i can sing or not, i mean i used to be a singer here www.feestcafeamalia.nl in low season, but i´ll never know if I´m actually talented or not, or i do a good New Romantic impression that pleases old dutch people.

I hope tonight ends well, that there´s no drama and i don´t get angry at anyone.
the end

6th april 2006

Last night was fun, I mean really fun, put a few drinks in my parents and myself and we´re guaranteed to enjoy ourselves, got in about twelve and had the added advantage of actually being able to share a bed with the love of my life for once.

We had to get up at 6 30 to go to take my parents to the airport, Elisa is surprised at how active i can be so early in the morning, she hasn´t seen me do the Pink Panther on a toilet roll yet, but she will.
After saying goodbye to my mum at the airport i realised that Elisa is the only frriend i have left in austria.

I finally found those jeans in new yorker (clothes shop) in my size in salzburg, then we had a burger king, then drove home, I´m so fucking tired and more students arrive today for the weekend, they seem like a bit of a bunch of fuckfaces.

thís post is boring, today seemed far more eventful when it happened

5th april 2006

this is not me

last night went very well, i went into resi bar and met my parents there (the bar im the manager of until sunday), we played nageln, this is a game where you all get a nail in a log of wood and dit it with the claw end taking one turn each, the last one in is the loser and buys the shots, i won six games, i was pissed.

Elisa was in the reception when we came back, she was going to join us for a drink but was unfortunately doing the number crunching from the 120 students she brought to the hotel last weekend and it took a long time, i was drunk at her but she doesn´t mind.

One of her idiot colleagues gave her a massage in reception last night while i was standing there, this made me uncomfortable, he was being a sleazy typical austrian when he asked her "will Richard mind if i give you a massage" in german, i , speaking that particular language fluently having lived here a long time.

Of course I´d bloody mind you dumb fuckstick, if you lay a single hand on the love of my life in presence ever i will smash this very pint glass in my hand over your head and then individually feed each sliver of broken glass into your arsehole, was what I managed not to say, and didn´t seem the jealous boyfriend

and won,

yay

edit - that is

Selbstverständlich wurde ich blutiger Verstand Sie stummes fuckstick, wenn Sie eine einzelne Hand auf die Liebe meines Lebens in der Anwesenheit legen, überhaupt, das ich dieses Pintglas in meinem überreiche Ihren Kopf und dann einziehe einzeln jeden Splitter des defekten Glases in Ihr Arschloch, war was ich, handhatte nicht zu sagen zertrümmere,

in german, by the way

4th April 2006

this is me up there, i smile like an idiot in pictures

6 days to go and i will be in vienna
i have chosen to give up my beach bar in greece and to actually make the decision to pursue a course of living with the love of my life

this is her on the right, im the evil eyed one, i don´t look good in pictures, she does!

She met my mum for the first time on sunday, it went a lot better than expected, it was such a laugh, it´s strange how an austrian can GET the british sense of humour so much,

she just did me so proud, you know

that feels nice

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