Friday

well, last night went better than most
I served them dinner, i waited around, i went to their "party apartment" and managed to be bored shitless by some people that work for a mobile phone company asking me where to go in london, DUH, Don´t.
I don´t think they liked me much, either it´s because i kept leaning on the light and turning it off, maybe because one of them called me "the guardian of the bin" and i ranted that i had waited all my life for that moment, but probably because they fancy my girlfriend.

Well it´s my ego masturbation and I´ll stick by it.

Opened the bar, got pissed when they all came, didn´t drink enough water and that´s why it feels like my head is stuck up my arsehole today, but last night a strange feeling of elation came upon me that all is not as bad as it may seem, it just makes me feel lonely seeing my woman and not being able to hold her, she kisses me goodnight and then has to sleep in another room because her friend has nobody else to share with, i don´t resent her for that but it does kill me a little, still, after this weekend I´ll never sleep
alone.

She´s pretending to be ill to this friend so she doesn´t have to ski, weird situation or what?

Enough of that, we´ve got karaoke in the bar tonight and i have to murder "time of our lives" with someone, I never actually know if i can sing or not, i mean i used to be a singer here www.feestcafeamalia.nl in low season, but i´ll never know if I´m actually talented or not, or i do a good New Romantic impression that pleases old dutch people.

I hope tonight ends well, that there´s no drama and i don´t get angry at anyone.
the end